forget your mind and you'll be free.

[jacktellslies]

in the future, i should remember that the focus of the ceremony in which the bear god is returned home to heaven is as much the feast as the sacrifice. in other words, although i often forget or deny it, food and sleep are in fact necessary to life. unfortunately, my mental health would usually seem to be the first to go. pity; i'd like to think of myself as something of a hemlock boy.

i have a crush on a boy at work. (why do i like so many of them in recent months? i disapprove. a little.) his name is salem (really.) and he has blue hair and he will be going to pitt for music and he cannot live in one city for more than nine months or so at a time. meep. yes, please and thank you.

sometimes i forget that david bowie is the best thing to ever happen to the world, but then i remember and want to listen to nothing else for a month. i listened to hunky dory straight through for the first time in ages, and i've fallen in love again.

my body has gone too long unchanged. i don't feel particularly nailed down, just now. i have been thinking of my tattoo (invisible, at the moment, to all but me) all summer. i'm still not sure it is time for that, though. i have done nothing to earn it, really. and i remain uncomfortable with permanence. another piercing is always a possibility, although i do worry about becoming cluttered. i could get my second labial piercing, i suppose. such a thing was intended when i got the first. or this all might be a bad idea.

i went to annie's house for small amounts of drinking and large amounts of eating and the watching of movies. there was an abundance of breast groping, a thing of which i nearly always approve.

Comments

[puppetlowerhalf.livejournal.com]

::SNIFF:: I MISS YOU! I wish angels or whatever divine beings exist would come and steal time away from this month, so I could just go back to school now and then be close to you and Liz and Katie and Annie and Aimee, because I miss the first three terribly, and the last two I want to meet in person, for they are cool and awesome and wonderfully tumor free people and deserve Hugs with a capital H!

I guess I am just a little "home" sick.


loverz you!

Patrick

P.S. sorry for the run-on sentence.

[chevrelait.livejournal.com]

you are a funny dude. I would like to meet you, too.

[earlofgrey.livejournal.com]

i was just thinking of how much i wanted you to come for a visit! could you come out for a weekend or something of the sort?

[puppetlowerhalf.livejournal.com]

i believe I could!

[earlofgrey.livejournal.com]

oh my goodness that would be lovely!

[whatifilied.livejournal.com]

I really, really, really, REALLY want you to visit!

[chevrelait.livejournal.com]

Uh, you totally have to date a boy named Salem. I not only approve, I'm enforcing it. Go now. Make out.

[puppetlowerhalf.livejournal.com]

yes, agreed. Salem? What a neat name. Ask him why his parents decided to give him sucha great name, KT!

Loverz
Patrick

[earlofgrey.livejournal.com]

i shall!

[earlofgrey.livejournal.com]

yes, ma'am! *salutes*

[netherunicorn.livejournal.com]

horray for breast groping!

side note: some boys are just too shiney to not be licked.

[earlofgrey.livejournal.com]

they should start spacing themselves out a bit. honestly.

[major-mcmunkle.livejournal.com]

Hunky Dory is rad to the max and beyond. So are the people who love it.

[earlofgrey.livejournal.com]

agreed!

[westlinwind.livejournal.com]

He has blue hair? Oh you must. You really must.

So...what will be the tattoo, and where?

[earlofgrey.livejournal.com]

there is a kind of irish artifact, mostly coming from around the eighth century or so, called a trial bone piece. monks would use the leg bones of sheep to practice carving little knotwork pannels before making the final copy in metalwork or illuminated manuscripts. i like the idea of being something cluttered and incoherent, a work in progress for centuries. it will go on my right leg, on my calf on the side.