forget your mind and you'll be free.

[jacktellslies]

in the future, i should remember that the focus of the ceremony in which the bear god is returned home to heaven is as much the feast as the sacrifice. in other words, although i often forget or deny it, food and sleep are in fact necessary to life. unfortunately, my mental health would usually seem to be the first to go. pity; i'd like to think of myself as something of a hemlock boy.

i have a crush on a boy at work. (why do i like so many of them in recent months? i disapprove. a little.) his name is salem (really.) and he has blue hair and he will be going to pitt for music and he cannot live in one city for more than nine months or so at a time. meep. yes, please and thank you.

sometimes i forget that david bowie is the best thing to ever happen to the world, but then i remember and want to listen to nothing else for a month. i listened to hunky dory straight through for the first time in ages, and i've fallen in love again.

my body has gone too long unchanged. i don't feel particularly nailed down, just now. i have been thinking of my tattoo (invisible, at the moment, to all but me) all summer. i'm still not sure it is time for that, though. i have done nothing to earn it, really. and i remain uncomfortable with permanence. another piercing is always a possibility, although i do worry about becoming cluttered. i could get my second labial piercing, i suppose. such a thing was intended when i got the first. or this all might be a bad idea.

i went to annie's house for small amounts of drinking and large amounts of eating and the watching of movies. there was an abundance of breast groping, a thing of which i nearly always approve.

Comments

[puppetlowerhalf.livejournal.com]

::SNIFF:: I MISS YOU! I wish angels or whatever divine beings exist would come and steal time away from this month, so I could just go back to school now and then be close to you and Liz and Katie and Annie and Aimee, because I miss the first three terribly, and the last two I want to meet in person, for they are cool and awesome and wonderfully tumor free people and deserve Hugs with a capital H!

I guess I am just a little "home" sick.


loverz you!

Patrick

P.S. sorry for the run-on sentence.

[chevrelait.livejournal.com]

Uh, you totally have to date a boy named Salem. I not only approve, I'm enforcing it. Go now. Make out.

[netherunicorn.livejournal.com]

horray for breast groping!

side note: some boys are just too shiney to not be licked.

[major-mcmunkle.livejournal.com]

Hunky Dory is rad to the max and beyond. So are the people who love it.

[westlinwind.livejournal.com]

He has blue hair? Oh you must. You really must.

So...what will be the tattoo, and where?