falling on my head like a new emotion.

[jacktellslies]

i talked to my mother: she has made her decision, and, although this is unexpected, i am now less sure that i have made mine. i am a lover, i think, more than i would have liked to admit before.

i walked in the rain, thinking of the eurythmics but listening to depeche mode. i was so wet that my skirt (i was wearing one of those. i am now wearing another, for it is dry.) was weighed down and that i'd just stop and laugh and laugh at the clouds. i loved it, and i felt like jane eyre, and i thought about my future.

i went to visit friends, and i was told to write about salt, so i will: in a month, whatever i do, i will feel like lot's wife.

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[camarguais.livejournal.com]

What was the decision?

Are you feeling more femme lately, then? Or are you a boy in a skirt?

[earlofgrey.livejournal.com]

philadelphia.

the summer forces me into femininity a bit, because it becomes more difficult to hide things under less clothing. yesterday i felt like a bit of a girl, but i think usually i'm mostly a boy in a skirt, when it happens. when i was packing to come here, i was leaving girlthings behind, but felt that skirts were ok, because all of the boys i like wear them anyway.