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My spine has betrayed me yet again. I'm lying on the psychiatrist's couch in my living room, looking, I hope, as much the beautiful invalid as possible. I'll have to demand that Beth critique my performance when she returns.

This reminds me that, perhaps as important as a crutch of some sort, is clothing suitable for lounging. I've always assumed it would be a kimono, but really I don't know. I need something. I feel so much worse when I'm poorly dressed.

The sun set for me, just now. A pile of amethysts and gold and sapphires tumbled into my lap, and had I been well, I expect, I'd have missed it. It was perfect from just this angle, too: framed on one side by my front door, which I painted lavender, and my coats, racing green and olive drab, and in the window by my plants and the green and gold of my father's old globe, and spanned by electrical wires and a single glowing street lamp. Oh, Philadelphia. It was so kind of you to visit.

Reliquary.

Jun. 2nd, 2007 11:53 am
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I spent my morning experimenting, first concocting my own cosmetics, and then continuing to perfect my methods of preserving fish bones. I filleted a sockeye salmon last night with a magnificent spine. Normally, the bones of a fish are evenly spaced and slanted at the same angle. This one, however, had five of the vertebrae of its tail fused together, and the bones around it weren't fish shaped, but human, bending and curving like our ribs, or like the strings of a properly laced corset. There was an immense scar on its side, stretching all the way from its back to its belly, and its digestive tract had moved, leaving scarring and more bloodline than is normal where its upper limits should have been. It looked like the organs had just moved out of the way, settled lower down. The thing had clearly been gashed to its innards. Its spine had broken, and it survived it, and healed around it. The meat was beautiful, not damaged in the least, only marked by the lines of fat and the traces of where the bone had been, all moving in their own unique, miraculous paths.

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