Saint Joan.

[jacktellslies]

I'm considering going on T.

There is depth to this, and I may be able to explain eventually, but every time I think of it, and I think of it often, I list the reasons why I should not. I've been talking myself out of it for two years.

Comments

[sissyhips.livejournal.com]

You must also have some reasons *for* it too, non?

[earlofgrey.livejournal.com]

I do. Quite a few.

[fasterpussycat.livejournal.com]

What are the reasons in the other column?

[thereallinda.livejournal.com]

what is T?

[earlofgrey.livejournal.com]

It is testosterone. I'd like to be more of a boy.

[earlofgrey.livejournal.com]

I want people to interact with me differently, as not-a-girl. I want my clothes to fit, and I want to be able to wear what I want. I used to love that I could shop on both sides of the store, but I don't do it, now, because people don't see drag. They see girl. And when they talk to me as if that is the case, it is often hurtful. I want the option of being a boy in a dress. I want to look something like right.