child of the volcano.

i went through pictures and old clothes today. i stole free condoms and nails from home, and in return downloaded firefox onto my family's laptop. and i found the heart of the city, bus to el to pavement to brick to cobblestone. this is a place i could wander forever. i was called "boy" a lot, and positively strutted for blocks afterwords every time. i spent an absurd amount of money at h&m. i found the gayborhood, and olde city, and south street, and discovered that they're trying to tear down the trash garden. i could have wept. i went to cosi and found friends. i charmed mauro and bethii and liz. i'll seduce them fully when i return for school. we discussed the acidity of vaginae, among other things. mauro and i waited for and took the bus together, which was lovely. he is one of my favourite boys. he bled a little for me, and showed me his scars. the baby cried when i left today. tomorrow will be sad.