deadly poison: lurk-in-the-ditch, wolfsbane, mandrake, folks' gloves.

i spent some of today in a library, and i found that there was a post office inside of it, which made it far more wonderful than i thought even a library could be. i read some of dame d'arcy's meatcake, and i read some charles de lint, and i chatted with others.

most of today was really quite good. we watched batman, and we yelled at it a lot and made fun of tim burton a little.

but glass broke, and things were spilled, and life was a bit awful for a while. i read about poison until i felt better. i was about to buy some seeds of various sorts, but most of these grow to be quite high, so i could not use a window box. i'd plant them outside, but cats and dogs are susceptible to many of these things, and our mountain has many cats, including grr. alas.

liz just sent me a copy of a draft of wimbly hall, my children's story, which i'd lost. i shall finish it. really. oh my goodness. i'm rereading it, and it isn't as good as i'd remembered, which is only to be expected, as it had been written a year ago. but i get to the parts about robert and i just love him so much that i don't know what to do with myself. it is very good that he found me just now. he can remind me of how silly i'm being like few others can.

i'm irrational and horrible. i'm terribly sorry.

kaitlin collects weird smart goth boys.

i am crazy. hormones are making me awful. this morning i was full of rage. however, we went to kiva han, and kaitlin and i poured love all over each other. we talked about everything i love, including, but not limited to, catholicism, mythology, pedastry, ways to deal with the concept of eternity, words, each other, and the potential for having anti-matter in one's brain. we ate wonderful asian food in a restaurant that contained a shrine and pillows and that played a bjork song for which i have a lot of love. we went to coldstone and ate amazing icecream, and then we came home and watched degrassi and mash. i'm really quite happy again. i'm bored with all of this crazy.